Background

What most people don’t know about me 

My own healing journey is my expertise.

I have been given the gift of dying. In a near-death experience following a severe accident I went into the light, met my grandfather and then returned into my body. 
Never have I felt more at home and at peace. I have met god. 
My fear of death and dying is gone. 

Motivation

Like so many men out there, I tried everything to make my mother happy and, of course, I failed. Unconsciously, I tried to replace my father but I would have needed guidance and support myself. This was profoundly confusing for me as a young boy. 
My family, my home, broke apart when I was a child. I felt responsible for keeping things together, although I was the youngest. 

My family, my home, broke apart when I was a child. I felt responsible for keeping things together, although I was the youngest. 
Like so many men out there, I tried everything to make my mother happy and, of course, I failed. Unconsciously, I tried to replace my father but I would have needed guidance and support myself. This was profoundly confusing for me as a young boy. 

I have adopted the tendency to keep up a facade, a “happy face” no matter how difficult or painful times were. I learned to avoid my emotions and find solace in doing, traveling, partying, achieving. But never showing how I really felt. This can tear you apart internally.

How hard it was for me to break free from how I thought I should be in order to be accepted, validated and loved.

When two of my best friends, brothers for more than 20 years, each died of cancer, coincidentally within the very same week, I couldn’t keep it up anymore. I feel into a very deep dark hole of long suppressed sadness and pain - and found myself suicidal. 

That was the moment when I did what today I encourage everyone to do: I stopped running and escaping, turned around and finally faced my shadows. I did the work. Once I took responsibility for myself and my emotions, everything changed.  The spiritual path suddenly made sense and the seeking came to an end. How wonderful to discover inner freedom and this deep connection to myself. Haven on earth.

So, my story, my success, is not only having faced death, but also surviving incredibly tough challenges and coming out happier, stronger, more grounded, peaceful and on purpose than I could’ve ever imagined. 

This is why today I can hold space powerfully for people facing and healing their deepest fears and biggest pain. I’ve been there too. 

My work is exactly about that: What helped me on my way.

Take my hand and

OWN YOUR LIFE.

What most people know about me 

I moved to China after dropping out of college at the age of 20, lived there for 3 years and learned to speak Mandarin fluently.
After that, I became a professional film and theatre actor in Vienna.
Later, I worked in the Berlin tech start-up scene, coaching companies in sales, negotiation and impactful performance on the business stage. 

Today I work with ambitious leaders and entrepreneurs on the repeating patterns and subconscious limitations that hold them back from living, loving and being the way they really want to. 

I love making inner work and spirituality relatable, for those who have not yet had much time to look inside.

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PROFESSIONAL QUALIFICATIONS

Psychedelic Therapy & Integration

Vital Psychedelics Today

2022 - now

Somatic Experiencing Trauma Therapist according to Peter Levine
Polarity Center for Inner Ecology, Zurich

2020 - now

Energy Medicine and Spiritual Healing
Naou Institute, Berlin

2020

Business Trainer
TAM Academy, Berlin

2018

Systemic Coaching, Counseling, & Organizational Development
Artop Institute at the Humboldt University, Berlin

2016 - 2017

Diploma in Performing Arts
Schauspielschule Prof. Krauss, Vienna

2009 - 2012

Furthur QUALIFICATIONS

Member of the American Psychedelic Medicine Association

2021 - now

further education on healing trauma
related to unavoidable attack, assault, sexual abuse.

2020 - now

several workshops and experiences in the field
of shamanic healing arts, psychedelic therapy and awareness work

2014 - now

unofficial training and assistance for psychedelic rituals

2014 - now

RECENT PROFESSIONAL MILESTONES

2022

1st Cohort of “The Consciousness Explorers Tribe”

My mission is to share experience, knowledge and awareness around
Trauma, Consciousness and the safe, therapeutic and ethical use of
Psychedelics.

2021

Speaker at different events

I gave my first talks at festivals on the Psychedelic Revolution,
Consciousness and Substance-assisted Trauma Healing.

2020

The Own Your Life Systm

I developed this coaching methodology around self-mastery,
emotional healing, inner awareness, and personal transformation.

2018 - 2020

The Yurt Gstaad, Switzerland

I started this project as a space for conscious gatherings, and to
rasie awareness about my long-term vision to building “sacred spaces for
human transformation & healing” in nature.

This was also where I met Rick Doblin.

2017 - now

Conscious Deals LLC

I founded this company in my capacity as Coach and Facilitator.
Initially, I was working more with business, teams and leaders.

Since 2020 I have focused all my activities on personal
transformation, trauma therapy and holistic coaching.

2016 - 2017

ResearchGate Ltd.

Head Coach / Training & Development Manager