My own healing journey is my expertise.
I have been given the gift of dying. In a near-death experience following a severe accident I went into the light, met my grandfather and then returned into my body.
Never have I felt more at home and at peace. I have met god.
My fear of death and dying is gone.
Like so many men out there, I tried everything to make my mother happy and, of course, I failed. Unconsciously, I tried to replace my father but I would have needed guidance and support myself. This was profoundly confusing for me as a young boy.
My family, my home, broke apart when I was a child. I felt responsible for keeping things together, although I was the youngest.
My family, my home, broke apart when I was a child. I felt responsible for keeping things together, although I was the youngest.
Like so many men out there, I tried everything to make my mother happy and, of course, I failed. Unconsciously, I tried to replace my father but I would have needed guidance and support myself. This was profoundly confusing for me as a young boy.
I have adopted the tendency to keep up a facade, a “happy face” no matter how difficult or painful times were. I learned to avoid my emotions and find solace in doing, traveling, partying, achieving. But never showing how I really felt. This can tear you apart internally.
How hard it was for me to break free from how I thought I should be in order to be accepted, validated and loved.
When two of my best friends, brothers for more than 20 years, each died of cancer, coincidentally within the very same week, I couldn’t keep it up anymore. I feel into a very deep dark hole of long suppressed sadness and pain - and found myself suicidal.
That was the moment when I did what today I encourage everyone to do: I stopped running and escaping, turned around and finally faced my shadows. I did the work. Once I took responsibility for myself and my emotions, everything changed. The spiritual path suddenly made sense and the seeking came to an end. How wonderful to discover inner freedom and this deep connection to myself. Haven on earth.
So, my story, my success, is not only having faced death, but also surviving incredibly tough challenges and coming out happier, stronger, more grounded, peaceful and on purpose than I could’ve ever imagined.
This is why today I can hold space powerfully for people facing and healing their deepest fears and biggest pain. I’ve been there too.
My work is exactly about that: What helped me on my way.
I moved to China after dropping out of college at the age of 20, lived there for 3 years and learned to speak Mandarin fluently.
After that, I became a professional film and theatre actor in Vienna.
Later, I worked in the Berlin tech start-up scene, coaching companies in sales, negotiation and impactful performance on the business stage.
Today I work with ambitious leaders and entrepreneurs on the repeating patterns and subconscious limitations that hold them back from living, loving and being the way they really want to.
I love making inner work and spirituality relatable, for those who have not yet had much time to look inside.
Psychedelic Therapy & Integration
Vital Psychedelics Today
2022 - now
Somatic Experiencing Trauma Therapist according to Peter Levine
Polarity Center for Inner Ecology, Zurich
2020 - now
Energy Medicine and Spiritual Healing
Naou Institute, Berlin
2020
Business Trainer
TAM Academy, Berlin
2018
Systemic Coaching, Counseling, & Organizational Development
Artop Institute at the Humboldt University, Berlin
2016 - 2017
Diploma in Performing Arts
Schauspielschule Prof. Krauss, Vienna
2009 - 2012
Member of the American Psychedelic Medicine Association
2021 - now
further education on healing trauma
related to unavoidable attack, assault, sexual abuse.
2020 - now
several workshops and experiences in the field
of shamanic healing arts, psychedelic therapy and awareness work
2014 - now
unofficial training and assistance for psychedelic rituals
2014 - now
2022
1st Cohort of “The Consciousness Explorers Tribe”
My mission is to share experience, knowledge and awareness around
Trauma, Consciousness and the safe, therapeutic and ethical use of
Psychedelics.
2021
Speaker at different events
I gave my first talks at festivals on the Psychedelic Revolution,
Consciousness and Substance-assisted Trauma Healing.
2020
The Own Your Life Systm
I developed this coaching methodology around self-mastery,
emotional healing, inner awareness, and personal transformation.
2018 - 2020
The Yurt Gstaad, Switzerland
I started this project as a space for conscious gatherings, and to
rasie awareness about my long-term vision to building “sacred spaces for
human transformation & healing” in nature.
This was also where I met Rick Doblin.
2017 - now
Conscious Deals LLC
I founded this company in my capacity as Coach and Facilitator.
Initially, I was working more with business, teams and leaders.
Since 2020 I have focused all my activities on personal
transformation, trauma therapy and holistic coaching.
2016 - 2017
ResearchGate Ltd.
Head Coach / Training & Development Manager